together and broken again

we got back together for two weeks but broke up again. didn't talk for three days, but taled yesterday and are now back to 'normal'. i'm getting mixed messages from her that fuck with my head but i'd rather have that than silence. this will probably just be dreadful till i move out.

in brighter news - i got into rutgers! so there's hope for my future. i have to write my hunter essay this weekend... it's so hard to get back to writing an essay - hope i can handle school again :)

3 more weeks at work, unbelievable. i'm going through files at work but not getting nearly enough done. maybe if i had been treated better i'd care more, but they'll just have to deal!